I am so tired of being screwed over its not even funny! Its either with my family, friends, or boyfriend. Why can’t I just have a normal life with people that I can trust without being talked shit about?! It sucks and I am so done with it. I have been crying non stop even though this weekend was amazing. I just feel like this weekend was just “amazing” the fake feelings you get when its not real and just a cover up? I really don’t know how to explain it better than that! I need a good cry, I need friends who don’t talk shit about me or fuck me over, I need my boyfriend to just be there for me and support me, and I need a family. :( This fucking blows. I am done complaining…